unpredictable two

What's other unpredictable? The unpredictable two?
No, in 3rd of January, it's not unpredictable.
I have planned it, to run. Run away, away from here, miles or here.
So, let's laugh. I run to here, to no where.
Asshole.

God again?
No, He let me to do anything,
On every lyrics of The Beatles songs, I find myself thinking hard about myself.
Which myself, me?
No one know it, even me.

I do the brave thing, so clap along.
No? Okay.
I just sleep over, with many thoughts of anything.
I'm crazy stupid sick of being tired sick.
Damn....damn.

I read Paulo, and find nothing.
I just sleep over, think what's next.

And the unpredictable two come over...
The letter, the decission, the call, the family, the brothers and sisters, the father, and also mom.
Everything is come and doesn't help.
I need help from who? God?
God again.
But, He let me do anything I want, but doesn't let me to do.

unpredictable two come in that day.
and the day next, and next and then and so.